Current mood:	sad
Current music:	nothing..just thinking about Alan

missing my alan
well today i woke up early went to the mall got my awesome shoes, and clothes.then came home talked to my alan<3...then after i got off the phone with him i gotten into a pissy sad mood. i wanted to talk to alan but then he came on the computer, then yeah.he mad me feel better. but im back in that sad mood though.because i watched this movie and its really sad and i cried so yeah.it just had me thinking, of bad bad bad things so yeah.well tomorrow i have to go to my grandmas and yeah. then i suppose were going to go back up to syracuse to go to the mall and yeah..maybe i can bring my alan!!or something because i truely want to do something with him because im missing him so much right now, and im sad. gee i have to stop watching all those sad movies you know. lol. and lifetime haha lol.man well i suppose i shall leave this be because i dont know.

I love my wonderful Alan<3your the only one who could ever make me feel this way<3