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[Feb. 14th, 2005|03:10 pm] |
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*AHH okay this is the third time that im doing this if it doesnt work im going to SCREAM*
*aww*today is valentines day*aww*alan got me a box of chocolates*aww i love my alan*<3..well today has been a wonderful enjoyable day untill catherine just had to ruin it for me..i tell her one thing it goes out her mouth and she goes off on me!Ahh .laken and sara got into ANOTHER fight.. well what did i say im right dont you think i knew this was going to happen but did she believe me no she didnt ..i dont know if i should give her a THRID CHANCE or forth chance to be my best friend again becuz she had dumped me like a poor puppy out in the rain.a heart left in the dark..you know shes sopose to be MY best friend shes sopose to trust me and everything we've been through so many years together i dont know once she found sara i was out of the picture..i know i need her in my life i can go and cry on her shoulder for anything without bitching at me and making me cry more even though i can go to alan for anything i just need laken but eva i there also but no laken .i dont know i guess she doesnt want to believe me and i dont know if you know how it feels but she was there when i was all in this crappy shit this year and all the fucking sucky years i've been through she understands..i dont want anyone else to feel like shit just becuz im saying about laken like this..im fucking sick of it..i dont believe half of you know how i feel...oh well im done complaining.."life's like a box of chocolates you dont know which one you'll pick" forest gumps is great lol..well im going to ditch this for the night and try to think of happy thoughts ...mhmm maybe my alan will call and i can actully talk to someone.
i love my alan so so so so so much!<3 |
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